What?! April Fool’s Over?

3.2 days have passed. Two nights at the casino. Done nothing much except reading… finishing the HK serial…feeling pissed with Nitty as usual. I should get back on track tomorrow since it is 8:40pm now. :p Oh yes, I ate my vits and went power walking/jogging last night.  It has been eons since I last jogged. Goodness gracious me.

“One day” is a scary phrase. Everything should be “today” and “now”.

*sing* I wanna bitch!* But of course it is highly inappropriate.

Tua Pua Te is in jail. My only person I know in jail… wait. There is Ah Leow and Lam Peng Kwan who also went in.  Why is it so funny all three of them are teachers? Ironic… ironic.

Ironically all of them are top of the line, extremely good teachers.

Perhaps it is a sign. Teaching is a bad career, especially for men.

 

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Focus.
Daily things that must be completed:
Vits
Morning Vits
Afternoon Iron
Night Vits

Meds
Morning Meds
Afternoon Meds
Nasal Spray & Dermovate Cream

Thigh Cream

Exercise:     Dice Decision:

Lumosity

Body-scrubbing

Oral Care

Facial, Toning, Mask, Moisturising

Mantra Recitation by the balcony

Creative Scribblings 
Food Tracking : 

Areas that need work:
Thau Yong (Monday)

Do Thau Yong Closure 2011; Ask Ms Chua when to expect a reply

Do Thau Yong Introduction Awaiting for their review of the draft 1

Work towards planning the annual performance & funding now

Make appointment to meet Carol and Peiyun

Apply for Lotus Festival http://lotusfest.org/about-us/applying-to-perform

Check on http://www.iias.nl/

ITconsult (Tuesday)
Brochure Draft 1 completed; awaiting further discussion with Nico
Magnet supplier:  Completed Stage 1 5:26pm Waiting reply…  Asked for 2 quotations, BPM to follow up with another quote and others requests like a laptop shape…
Online advert about Mercury Retrograde
Collate the bank statements & papers
Maintenance Package Discussion

Nompets (Wednesday)

Temporary Closure of Nompets project with Ben Team… must inform them in … April.

April Guests Preparation (Thursday)
1. Universal Studios Price Checking    

  •  15% discount $63 per adult    http://www.rwsentosa.com/language/en-US/Homepage/Promotions  (Can wait until they reach to order)

Self (Saturday)

Review my Jesse Tang again and update my Monthly Diary

Free & Easy (Friday, Sunday)

(Idea: Everytime I do Leg, I should do up the voiceover and graphics for that exercise instead of endless words which I hate.)

See doctor for inner thighs

 

No. of Pomos available today:

Procrastinators’ Favourite Top 10 Excuses

√ 10. I need time to think it through before I get started.

√ 9. I’ll never have enough time to just have fun. I’ll enjoy now & start later.

√ 8. I need to get organized before I start! [ First task of the day, should be blogging what to do today; as soon as I wake up.]

√ 7. This is too hard!

√ 6.  I’m not in the mood!

√ 5. I will go ahead & eat this, I will start my diet tomorrow [Every time when I decide to start a new diet]

√ 4. I have other things to do first.

√ 3. I’m too tired to start this now!

√ 2. I have plenty of time! [I’m being delusional. I have tons of work uncompleted.]

√ 1. I work best under pressure [Almost ensures the work never gets completed or completed poorly]

Let’s wait for Prince BPM

29/3/13

Had a crazy dream last night. Literally crazy. Dreaming I had a screaming fit about what I can’t quite remember but surely stupid.  I was so tired when I woke up.  Maybe it was reading Sophie Kinsella’s book about a crazy shopaholic Rebecca.  The obsession energy is… consuming. Hai.

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Focus.
Daily things that must be completed:
Vits
Morning Vits
Afternoon Iron
Night Vits

Meds
Morning Meds
Afternoon Meds
Nasal Spray & Dermovate Cream

Thigh Cream

Exercise:     Dice Decision: Nothing or X-Box Sigh…

Lumosity

Body-scrubbing

Oral Care

Facial, Toning, Mask, Moisturising

Mantra Recitation by the balcony

Creative Scribblings 
Food Tracking : 2:19pm 
 4 servings of rice = 4/8 carbs
6 matchboxes of curry chicken wings, pork + 2 matchboxes of braised pork belly = 8/8 protein
0.5 cup of cabbage + 1 cup of mushrooms and choy sum = 1.5 / 2 veges 
 4 lychees + 1 pear = 2/2 servings of fruits

Areas that need work:
Thau Yong (Monday)

Do Thau Yong Closure 2011; Ask Ms Chua when to expect a reply

Do Thau Yong Introduction Awaiting for their review of the draft 1

Work towards planning the annual performance & funding now

Make appointment to meet Carol and Peiyun

Apply for Lotus Festival http://lotusfest.org/about-us/applying-to-perform

Check on http://www.iias.nl/

ITconsult (Tuesday)
Brochure Draft 1 completed; awaiting further discussion with Nico
Magnet supplier:  Completed Stage 1 5:26pm Waiting reply…  Asked for 2 quotations, BPM to follow up with another quote and others requests like a laptop shape…
Online advert about Mercury Retrograde
Collate the bank statements & papers
Maintenance Package Discussion

Nompets (Wednesday)

Temporary Closure of Nompets project with Ben Team… must inform them in … April.

April Guests Preparation (Thursday)
1. Universal Studios Price Checking    

  •  15% discount $63 per adult    http://www.rwsentosa.com/language/en-US/Homepage/Promotions  (Can wait until they reach to order)

Self (Saturday)

Review my Jesse Tang again and update my Monthly Diary

Free & Easy (Friday, Sunday)

(Idea: Everytime I do Leg, I should do up the voiceover and graphics for that exercise instead of endless words which I hate.)

See doctor for inner thighs

 

No. of Pomos available today:

Procrastinators’ Favourite Top 10 Excuses

√ 10. I need time to think it through before I get started.

√ 9. I’ll never have enough time to just have fun. I’ll enjoy now & start later.

√ 8. I need to get organized before I start! [ First task of the day, should be blogging what to do today; as soon as I wake up.]

√ 7. This is too hard!

√ 6.  I’m not in the mood!

√ 5. I will go ahead & eat this, I will start my diet tomorrow [Every time when I decide to start a new diet]

√ 4. I have other things to do first.

√ 3. I’m too tired to start this now!

√ 2. I have plenty of time! [I’m being delusional. I have tons of work uncompleted.]

√ 1. I work best under pressure [Almost ensures the work never gets completed or completed poorly]

Let’s wait for Prince BPM

I had a dream

I had a weird dream last night.

I dreamt of that Tua Pui Te’s presence and voice.

“I need to talk to you.”

“No.”

“Just a few words, I just wanted to tell you.”

“…”

“After two years of dragging, now they are withdrawing the charges…” I forgot the rest of the sentence but I remember it is a slightly lao lan result.

“Good.    Bye.”

Look. Not that I really care about what happened to you, but I am just intrigued of that dream.

Was I a psychic and retrieved the correct answer from the dream, or you were so desperate to tell me and sent me a sleep message.

No matter what, I am happy with my response in the dream.

Our karma is complete and the line is clear.

Thank you very much and goodbye.

 

 

What?! It’s March!? 3/1/13

“What?! It’s March??!!”, my brain screamed herself out of its sleeping-pill-induced grogginess.

“Can’t believe times flies by so fast! We are going to Taiwan on the 17th of March!”, said the Empress Dowager…

and my stuff are still uncompleted and ever growing.

5:27pm now and only did 1 task of doing up the name list for Auntie Maggie…

yes…

:p

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Focus.

Daily things that must be completed:

Vits

  1.  Morning Vits  Completed 
  2.  Afternoon Iron    Completed @5:20pm 
  3. Night Vits                  

Meds

  1. Morning Meds, Completed… well have ran out of most of them… shall I convert all my meds into alternative supplements? 
  2. Afternoon Meds
  3. Dermovate Cream  

Exercise

  • Dice Decision: Gym … but I really feel like doing legs today… the super lazy exercise

Lumosity

Body-scrubbing

Oral Care

Facial, Toning, Mask, Moisturising

Mantra Recitation by the balcony Completed @ 4:54pm

Areas that need work: 

Thau Yong (Monday)

  1. Do Thau Yong Closure 2012
  2. Check appt for Peters
  3. Check Golden Theatre
  4. Do Thau Yong Introduction 
  5.  Work towards planning the annual performance & funding now
  6. Chase Uncle Water for seat numbers

ITconsult (Tuesday)

Nompets (Wednesday)

1. Collate the bank statements & papers

2. Marketing proposal for Nom (Total Pomo used: 4 pomo)

3. Storyboard 1 (Estimate 10 Pomo; Total Pomo Used: 1 pomo)

4. Storyboard 2

5. Storyboard 3

  • Exercise 1: Sarp Asana  (Total Pomo used:  2 pomo)
  • Exercise 2
  • Exercise 3
  • Exercise 4
  • Exercise 5
  • Exercise 6
  • Exercise 7
  • Exercise 8

6. Exercise Selection

7. Review app & note changes

8. Ask for snapshot of designs

Taiwan Trip (Thursday)

Self (Saturday)

Free & Easy (Friday, Sunday)

No. of Pomos available today: 0

4:30pm – 6:30pm (4) Dinner

[4:30 – 5: mantra,  5-6: figuring Google+, requesting for snapshot, ordering dinner]

7:30pm – 9:30pm (4) 30min Break

10:30pm – 12mn (3)

Procrastinators’ Favourite Top 10 Excuses

√ 10. I need time to think it through before I get started. 

√ 9. I’ll never have enough time to just have fun. I’ll enjoy now & start later.

√ 8. I need to get organized before I start! [ First task of the day, should be blogging what to do today; as soon as I wake up.]

√ 7. This is too hard! 

√ 6.  I’m not in the mood!

√ 5. I will go ahead & eat this, I will start my diet tomorrow [Every time when I decide to start a new diet]

√ 4. I have other things to do first. 

√ 3. I’m too tired to start this now! [I never do anything to make myself fresh to do this particular task]

√ 2. I have plenty of time! [I’m being delusional. I have tons of work uncompleted.]

√ 1. I work best under pressure [Almost ensures the work never gets completed or completed poorly]

Procrastinating Review 27/2/2013

Woke up at noon, went out for brunch and gamed until 4:06pm.

3 hours to settle in… try harder tomorrow.

Let’s review what to do today…

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Focus.

Daily things that must be completed:

Vits

  1.  Morning Vits  Completed 
  2.  Afternoon Iron    Completed 
  3. Night Vits                  

Meds

  1. Morning Meds, Completed 
  2. Afternoon Meds
  3. Dermovate Cream  

Exercise

  • Dice Decision: Gym … but I really feel like doing legs today… the super lazy exercise

Lumosity

Body-scrubbing

Oral Care

Facial, Toning, Mask, Moisturising

Mantra Recitation by the balcony Completed @ 4:54pm

Areas that need work: 

Thau Yong (Monday)

  1. Do Thau Yong Closure 2012
  2. Check appt for Peters
  3. Check Golden Theatre
  4. Do Thau Yong Introduction 
  5.  Work towards planning the annual performance & funding now
  6. Chase Uncle Water for seat numbers

ITconsult (Tuesday)

Nompets (Wednesday)

1. Collate the bank statements & papers

2. Marketing proposal for Nom (Total Pomo used: 4 pomo)

3. Storyboard 1 (Estimate 10 Pomo; Total Pomo Used: 1 pomo)

4. Storyboard 2

5. Storyboard 3

  • Exercise 1: Sarp Asana  (Total Pomo used:  2 pomo)
  • Exercise 2
  • Exercise 3
  • Exercise 4
  • Exercise 5
  • Exercise 6
  • Exercise 7
  • Exercise 8

6. Exercise Selection

7. Review app & note changes

8. Ask for snapshot of designs

Taiwan Trip (Thursday)

Self (Saturday)

Free & Easy (Friday, Sunday)

No. of Pomos available today: 0

4:30pm – 6:30pm (4) Dinner

[4:30 – 5: mantra,  5-6: figuring Google+, requesting for snapshot, ordering dinner]

7:30pm – 9:30pm (4) 30min Break

10:30pm – 12mn (3)

Procrastinators’ Favourite Top 10 Excuses

√ 10. I need time to think it through before I get started. 

√ 9. I’ll never have enough time to just have fun. I’ll enjoy now & start later.

√ 8. I need to get organized before I start! [ First task of the day, should be blogging what to do today; as soon as I wake up.]

√ 7. This is too hard! 

√ 6.  I’m not in the mood!

√ 5. I will go ahead & eat this, I will start my diet tomorrow [Every time when I decide to start a new diet]

√ 4. I have other things to do first. 

√ 3. I’m too tired to start this now! [I never do anything to make myself fresh to do this particular task]

√ 2. I have plenty of time! [I’m being delusional. I have tons of work uncompleted.]

√ 1. I work best under pressure [Almost ensures the work never gets completed or completed poorly]

Procrastinating Review 26/2/2013

3 days now. After 1 comes 2, then 3. Subtly, you have skipped blogging and keeping track of your diet for there days. In fact, you have already lost track on Friday…
50+ hours of wasting away…
Candy crushing endlessly…
Munching munching fervently…
Puking and puking ferociously…
Killing my life so ever subtly…

Wrote this in the early hours of 26th Feb in bed, but posted that accidentally into page.

Reading thru my blogs… today is officially the 4th day I did not monitor my progress.

Saturday, Sunday and Monday. Today is Tuesday.

Perhaps this is the worst part about me and consistency; I just lapse there and let everything flow pass me like drifting leaves on a live stream… with background music and a lovely view for company, anything and everything urgent floats around languidly further and further away from me.

I have to constantly remind myself and watch myself… let’s take a Garchen Rinpoche book and see if he has a line for me…

27. To bodhisattvas who desire the pleasure of virtue, all those who harm are like a precious treasure. Therefore, cultivating patience devoid of hostility is the bodhisattvas’ practice. 

Addressing my current frustration into his holiness’ words in the book, it should go like this…

“When I fail to perform, bringing about difficulties, pain and trouble, I must refrain from speaking, replying or reacting negatively. I instinctively lash out and this comes from my anger. If I could remain calm, my anger will subside.  Getting angry, damages my Bodhicitta.  The reward from not reacting negatively is not visible; the reward is Bodhicitta and I must diligently guard my Bodhicitta life after life until I become Buddha.  When myself or others harm me, I must use the immense power of loving kindness & compassion to subdue my anger.  If I can subdue those hatred thoughts, my Bodhicitta mind will become stronger and stronger… So each time when someone/something hurts me, I can ensure and again develop my practice in bodhicitta…”

To be very honest, with the review system last week, I have done something; a lot more than nothing in 7 days; a lot more than the past 1 year I had wasted.

Even though I had let slip of 4 days… while laying in denial and guilt, I managed to pop some vitamins, scrub & care for my pitiful skin and did at least some leg exercises on bed by Sunday.

Diligence was never my forte and to be able to re-direct myself back on track is already the best corrective action I can do for myself.  I shouldn’t expect miracles and beat myself up for not succeeding immediately.

Food for thought… “Joyful endurance while undergoing pain & suffering”

Should ask Dorzin when he is free…

Ok Self-review for today & see what else I can finish before the day ends. Attempt to manage my work in a Type A mentality.

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Focus.

Daily things that must be completed:

Vits

  1.  Morning Vits  Completed 
  2.  Afternoon Iron    Completed 
  3. Night Vits                  

Meds

  1. Morning Meds, Completed 
  2. Afternoon Meds Completed 
  3. Dermovate Cream  completed 

Exercise

  • Dice Decision: Legs

Lumosity

Body-scrubbing

Oral Care

Facial, Toning, Mask, Moisturising

Mantra Recitation by the balcony

Areas that need work: 

Thau Yong (Monday)

  1. Do Thau Yong Closure 2012
  2. Check appt for Peters
  3. Check Golden Theatre
  4. Do Thau Yong Introduction 
  5.  Work towards planning the annual performance & funding now

ITconsult (Tuesday)

Nompets (Wednesday)

1. Collate the bank statements & papers

2. Marketing proposal for Nom (Total Pomo used: 4 pomo)

3. Storyboard 1 (Estimate 10 Pomo; Total Pomo Used: 1 pomo)

4. Storyboard 2

5. Storyboard 3

  • Exercise 1: Sarp Asana  (Total Pomo used:  2 pomo)
  • Exercise 2
  • Exercise 3
  • Exercise 4
  • Exercise 5
  • Exercise 6
  • Exercise 7
  • Exercise 8

6. Exercise Selection

7. Review app & note changes

Taiwan Trip (Thursday)

Self (Saturday)

Free & Easy (Friday, Sunday)

No. of Pomos available today: 0

 

Procrastinators’ Favourite Top 10 Excuses

√ 10. I need time to think it through before I get started. 

√ 9. I’ll never have enough time to just have fun. I’ll celebrate tonight & start later. 

√ 8. I need to get organized before I start! [ First task of the day, should be blogging what to do today; as soon as I wake up.]

√ 7. This is too hard! 

√ 6.  I’m not in the mood! 

√ 5. I will go ahead & eat this, I will start my diet tomorrow [Every time when I decide to start a new diet]

√ 4. I have other things to do first. 

√ 3. I’m too tired to start this now! [I never do anything to make myself fresh to do this particular task]

√ 2. I have plenty of time! [I’m being delusional. I have tons of work uncompleted.]

√ 1. I work best under pressure [Almost ensures the work never gets completed or completed poorly]